Letters To You |
When we are up...we're up. When we are down...we're down. This is the only way I know how to deal with it. Make sense of it. |
The past 415 days since I started this whole random letter writing has had so many up and downs. Insecurities. Happiness. Sadness. Bouts of aching where it actually hurt…physically.
The past few weeks have been the most amazing. Steadily amazing. Everything has been up. You make me so ridiculously happy that sometimes it doesn’t feel real. I’m waiting and bracing myself for the worst to come. I’m waiting for something to screw it all up. Even though I don’t want it to.
There is going to be someone in my life that I am going to crush to pieces and I’m still trying to figure out the easiest way to do it without making things worse. It’s going to be hard. Really hard.
But you are worth it to me. And I can’t wait until I get to spend my forever with you.
