Letters To You |
When we are up...we're up. When we are down...we're down. This is the only way I know how to deal with it. Make sense of it. |
It’s been awhile. We have been awhile. I miss you. Deeply. I wish things could be different. I wish that we could just do this. Together. We are good for each other. You know it. I know it. I’m sick of pretending that my life on this side is amazing. Wonderful. It isn’t. Because you aren’t in it. The way that I want you to be. It isn’t easy. It will never be easy. My heart is still waiting. To completely open up to you. To be with you. To be happy with you. All the time. Not just sometimes. I love you. I never stopped loving you. I will always love you.
