Letters To You |
When we are up...we're up. When we are down...we're down. This is the only way I know how to deal with it. Make sense of it. |
I’ve been thinking for the longest about how much longer things can go on like this. Me. You. Us. This situation. Is it fair to everyone involved? Are you going to eventually do the things you say you are going to do or are you just going to stay neutral in your little bubble. Awhile ago, I would have given up everything to leave this place and be with you. These days, I’m not so sure anymore. Seeing how you can be sometimes makes me want to turn and run away. But I can’t let go. I can’t just tell you that this is it, we are done. My life without you wouldn’t really be a life at all. Even though I have to take you this way. The way we are. Love sucks. Hardcore. I sometimes wish that I didn’t put myself in this situation. But I did. Now, I don’t know what to do.
