Letters To You |
When we are up...we're up. When we are down...we're down. This is the only way I know how to deal with it. Make sense of it. |
It hurts. So badly. To hear you say that you need more time away. I know that I’ve fucked up…but you have too. There has never been anyone in this world that I have loved and care for like I have for you. I have been beaten down by you. I have watched my heart be ripped from my chest because of you. You stomped on it and acted like you could care less. I have changed my world for you and at the end of the day, the sacrifice wasn’t mutual.
I was ready to give it all up and be with you. To have a life with you. You mean the world to me. And there is no other that could replace you. Whether you decide to come back to me or not, you will always be carried within me. You have impacted my life so much that there is never a day that goes by that I can ever forget you.
It just hurts. My heart. My soul. It all aches with an ache that I have never felt before. An ache that nothing can fix. I love you. And that’s all that should matter. I want to be with you, for the rest of my life. I wish you could see that. I wish you could see past my flaws like I have yours.
