Letters To You |
When we are up...we're up. When we are down...we're down. This is the only way I know how to deal with it. Make sense of it. |
I want you to feel again. Like you have before. I want you to know love where when you feel it’s slipping away it hurts. I want you to fight for me because you want to. I want you to look at me again the way you use to.
Some days I’m insecure. Some days I need an I love you more than others. That’s just me. I’ve spent so much of my life being numb that loving you was one of the hardest things I learned to do. I wanted to so badly but guarded my heart because I just knew that you would eventually break it. And you did. Numerous times. But I can’t just blame you…I let you. Time and time again. I let you.
I have never felt so strongly for someone in my entire life like I have for you. There is no one in this world that makes me feel like I do. I feel safe. I feel loved. I feel like the only girl in the world. Until recently.
I don’t want to let you go. I want to stay with you forever. I’m just not sure anymore where you want us to be. I will never falter. I will always be yours. If you will have me for that long.
